"Letting Go"

This semester has brought many challenges. They are good challenges that will help me grow. mature and learn more about myself. Within these challenges God has revealed a lot about me that needs to change. Forgiveness is scary especially when you have held onto hurt, anger, bitterness and confusion for 22 years. I mean for me it is hard to let go because I am comfortable with it, but if I want to change and surrender it to God I need to let go. "Letting Go", those two words scare me, because when I let go there is a an outcome in that outcome its called change. Change will happen, even though I know this change will be good, I am afraid because I have been waiting for this change basically all my life.

I thank God for the people who He has put in my life to help me heal. These two people are amazing men of God. But one person I will like to write about He is my best friend. He believed in me when I didn't believe in myself. He wants to see me healed; healed from sickness and hurt. God has blessed me with him and I thank God for him. I pray that we will grow more and more in God, also establish a more solid foundation in Christ.

Besides, this God is awesome. I believe God has a timing for everything. Right know it is God's timing for me to be healed little by little. In my moments of weakness you give me GRACE to do your will. I believe there is no one else for me NONE but Jesus!