Have you felt you were tied down, not able to move. You are trapped no where to go. You feel like you can't trust anyone. The weight and pressure is making you stressed because all you want is to be free. What is freedom? Freedom is no chains, bondage anything a burden in your life.Where the spirit of the LORD there is freedom. Sometimes in life we want to give up. There is an emptiness in our hearts and we can't seem to fill it. But when we are weary and feels like the walls are coming in, come to Jesus. Once you realize you want to be free and recognize the pain. The process of healing is talking about it even if it hurts. In time, forgiveness will come.The hardest part about healing, is going back and reliving the pain. But uprooting the hurt and emotions it is a process. If someone in our life has had such a negative effect, it has emotional damaged us the next part is forgiveness. Forgiveness is scary (for me), just that for because that means you need to forgive that person who has had a emotional damaged effect on you. Inside of you there may be bitterness, anger and unspoken emotions. But just like Jesus forgave you, we need to forgive. Emotional healing is process it doesn't happen over night. For me God has been speaking a lot about forgiveness. How I need to forgive stop living in the past. In time everything will be ok. Everything is in the hands of God. I am not going to worry about this issue, because I know God is working in with this. When it comes to emotional healing it is a special kind of healing that only the holy spirit can do.
This week has so far been really busy with doctors appointments. I had two good reports, the other one was discouraging. I was told before I go back to school I needed another treatment. I started to cry because I really don't like this one because it got me sick last time on thanksgiving. I am trying not to worry about it because I know that I am not alone. I need to keep moving forward, asking for strength from God.
