New Season

Wow, summer is almost over, I can't believe I am going back to school. These past few months God has taught me a lot about faith, prayer, trust, obedience and dependence on Him. As I think back on this summer, God really did stretch me. I didn't know that I was going to be where I was obviously. I need to have that faith and trust in Him to know that where He leads me its going to be good. Where God leads me to I want to trust and believe that its going to be good. Even if I do not see it as being good, God always does it for His glory. I mean I can sit here and complain about my life and the bunch of stuff I have been through. But no, I think whoever is going to read this is going to think I am crazy for saying this but I don't regret or would ever want to change that day when I was first sick. I believe this sickness if for the glory of God. God has brought me through a lot of pain and suffering through it His glory is shown. Yes, I have faced death many times but because of Gods faithfulness, protection and love that He has for me he saved me from death.

Like the apostle Paul he had a thorn in the flesh, we do not know specifically what that thorn was but I know that through that pain that tormented Paul God's glory was revealed. In our moments of weakness we find strength in God, to rise us up. I guess I can compare myself to Paul. Paul never gave up on ministry and he was a missionary. I love missions and to those people who know me, I have heart for China. I don't want a sickness to hinder me in ministry, education and my life overall. I mean ya, I go through a lot like I said but even in times of pain, God let your glory be shown. I am not writing this for people to feel sorry for me, but I am writing this to show people that through our trails God is going to make the impossible to a possible situation.